Helpless

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holding the phone,
my hand trembling
my hips thrusting
my breath quick
my eyes closed in concentration
i'm listening to you
every single sound coming from your mouth

my fingers aching
to be touching you
instead of......

my mind in a far off place
created in the heat of some poem written days ago
fueled by the passion in the words
spoken just hours and minutes before now

your voice quivers
and my body shakes
i'm on fire
i'm quaking with lust
needing to be there

my fingers wet
my head tossing from side to side
my heels digging into the bed
my knuckles white
as i clutch the phone to my ear,
willing myself to be there with you
in this moment
in all the moments from now on
keep thinking about it
keep searching for it
keep her reaching for it
oh the ache is so real

i want to feel your fingers in me
to have your lips kiss my neck
to lick your ear
and drive you completely insane
to lay you naked on a bed
and make you cum for me
hard...very very hard

my breath catches as you moan
oh lord...that moan
that single, solitary sound
emitted in a split second
that stays with me for days
and brings me right to the edge
threatening to push me over
then you sigh
from somewhere deep in your body
letting me ride the edge of sanity
where i wait for you to drip
mouth open
tongue extended
waiting for that sweet flow
where i tease you into mindlessness
and bring you back again
until another moan escapes you

and i feel it
yes! there it is
the aching
the wetness
my fingers digging inside me for it
pulling it out
straining against the scream in my throat
that would shake the house
my back arches off the bed,
pressing my head back into the cushion
my head turns to the side
my heart slams against my chest
my fingers still
my breath coming in gasps

your breath coming in gasps as well
deep, hard breaths
in my ear
in my soul
racking my body with intensity
unlike any i've known
before or since
but you do that to me...

and i shake
and i listen to you shake
my mouth dry
my lips parched
my breathing still not calm
and all i can say is "wow"

and you smile
i can hear it
and i'm turned on again
and MMmmm, does it feel good
i'm so alive
i'm so awake
i'm so wet...
and so...so....
so helpless to you.

 
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